hello
apa kabar wajah bercahaya
kemana kau sembunyikan sinarmu
kau selalu terbayang di ingatanku
walau mungkin kau tak pernah peduli
aku rindu sinar di jiwamu
memang tak pernah terungkap
ngeri menyaksikanmu menepi dariku
membuatku seakan angin lalu
kita bisa saja saling mengirim kata
nyatanya itu hanyalah ada di angan
kita membisu di antara bimbang dan kalut
berakhir dalam pengabaian panjang
hingga sepi melukai relung hati
dua jiwa tak semestinya begini
ingin tahu bagaimana hatimu
saat kau merindukan seorang yang t'lah pergi
hanya karena kau lebih memilih mengejar matahari
dan aku bersandar di bawah bayangan dunia
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INNER THOUGHTS
Hello
How have you been, brilliant face
Where did you hide your light
You are always on my mind
even though you might never care
I miss the light in your soul
that I never actually expressed it
It's terrifying to watch you drift away
made me feel like I was just a passing breeze
We can exchange words with each other
But in fact, that's just wishful thinking
We are silent between doubt and confusion
It ended in prolonged neglect
until the silence wounded the depths of the heart
Two souls don't have to be like this
I want to know what your heart is like
When you miss someone who is gone
Just because you chose to chase the sun
and I nestled in the shadow of the world
Wisconsin 1/11/2026