SUARA HATI

hello

apa kabar wajah bercahaya

kemana kau sembunyikan sinarmu

kau selalu terbayang di ingatanku

walau mungkin kau tak pernah peduli

aku rindu sinar di jiwamu

memang tak pernah terungkap

ngeri menyaksikanmu menepi dariku

membuatku seakan angin lalu

kita bisa saja saling mengirim kata 

nyatanya itu hanyalah ada di angan

kita membisu di antara bimbang dan kalut

berakhir dalam pengabaian panjang

hingga sepi melukai relung hati

dua jiwa tak semestinya begini

ingin tahu bagaimana hatimu

saat kau merindukan seorang yang t'lah pergi

hanya karena kau lebih memilih mengejar matahari

dan aku bersandar di bawah bayangan dunia

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INNER THOUGHTS 

 

Hello

How have you been, brilliant face

Where did you hide your light

You are always on my mind

even though you might never care

I miss the light in your soul

that I never actually expressed it

It's terrifying to watch you drift away

made me feel like I was just a passing breeze

We can exchange words with each other

But in fact, that's just wishful thinking

We are silent between doubt and confusion

It ended in prolonged neglect

until the silence wounded the depths of the heart

Two souls don't have to be like this

I want to know what your heart is like

When you miss someone who is gone

Just because you chose to chase the sun

and I nestled in the shadow of the world

Wisconsin 1/11/2026