aku gila
aku tertidur di bawah rimbun bambu
kala malam mengguruiku dengan impiannya
hatiku terpatri
kepada rembulan pagi
yang cahayanya berkilau di tengah samudra
dia membuat duniaku bersinar dalam gelap
aku tersesat
di antara impian dan harapan
dusta memporak-porandakan jiwaku
rinduku menghilang, di hempas ombak
musnah
tak berbekas
pasir dingin mengubur hatiku
hatiku yang terluka dalam
kau benar
aku sudah gila
surga pun tak mampu menyembuhkan aku
apalagi kau sang penghujat
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You were right
I was out of my mind
I fell asleep under a grove of bamboo
when the night lectures me with its dreams
My heart was captivated
by the morning moon
light shone brightly in the middle of the ocean
makes my world shine in the dark
I have been lost
between dreams and hopes
Lies have shattered my soul
My longing gone, swept away by the waves
vanished
without a trace
The cold sand buried my heart
My deeply wounded heart
You are right
I'm already insane
Even heaven couldn't heal me
let alone you, the blasphemer
Wisconsin 12/27/2025